So...Caleb Green...y'all should check him out. His music is very unique and awesome. This song WAS on his site, but he replaced it with another one. So my good friend, Andy, who told me about Caleb, hooked me up with the MP3, instead. :) Listen to any and all of his songs...they rock.

SONG OF THE MOMENT:

Flirt With You Forever
Caleb Green (see plug under essential music)

I'm afraid that my imagination is about to lose its job
'Cause you're so great that my creation doesn't compare at all
You are super attractive
You are just my kind of active

I wanna wake up to your sunshine smile
Then we can lay there and just cuddle for a while
And Baby, I will flirt with you for the rest of my life
And I want everyone to know you and love you as my wife

Well I'm amazed that you would even look my way, like you did today
I am speechless except the words that I'm about to say
You are my kind of flawless
You are my kind of weakness

I wanna wake up to your sunshine smile
Then we can lay there and just cuddle for a while
And Baby, I will flirt with you for the rest of my life
And I want everyone to know you and love you as my wife

You will be the perfect bride
I will keep you warm all night
You're the sweetest thing thats ever tried to love me

And this is what i wanna do...

I wanna wake up to your sunshine smile
Then we can lay there and just cuddle for a while
And Baby, I will flirt with you for the rest of my life
I wanna wake up to your sunshine smile
Then we can lay there and just cuddle for a while
And Baby, I will flirt with you for the rest of my life
I wanna wake up to your sunshine smile
Then we can lay there and just cuddle for a while
And Baby, I will flirt with you for the rest of my life
And I want everyone to know you and love you as my wife

I wanna flirt with you forever
I wanna flirt with you forever
I wanna flirt with you forever
Forever

On old memories and old friends.

tonight a very old friend of mine cut my hair. we go way back. like...we knew eachother when we were five or six. went to church together.
we have had a lot of adventures together throughout the years. shes nine months my elder and two years married. bizarre. tonight, we relived some of the memories we shared together. she was always the wild, ADHD child. rebellious, loud, rowdy tom boy. and then she hit puberty and was the slender, beautiful girl with the shiny blonde hair who started dressing like a woman.

we relived a trip to branson we went on with my parents. "anybody want a meatball?!" a fun little *ahem* run in the rain at one of my teenage birthday parties. yikes. ...a maddening incident with my mom involving saran wrap and deviled eggs.

and then she shared with me her take on marriage...and her advice....

let me just say...i am blessed beyond belief.

ah. don't you hate going along with what you know is probably best (but wouldn't choose on your own), even though you can taste what you want (which is probably not so good for you)?

comments are welcome

I had the strangest dream right before I woke up. I had a dream that I was going to be a surrogate mother for my cousins. WEIRD. they called me and informed me that I was supposed to be at the hospital next week sometime at like 8 am for the whole thing to take place. And they were really excited, but i was all confused because its not like anyone had okayed this with me. and they told me not to worry, because in my room, they were going to provide me with lots of water. (what the heck). and in my cousin's room, they were giving her all these prizes and special packages and were supplying a wedding band for her in case she didn't have one, so she told me they were going to give it to me, instead, since i didn't have one, and i remember thinking that was good since i would be pregnant and not married so at least i'd "look" married when out in public.

seriously...strange. freaky.

if you read nothing else, extra, today, turn your attention here and scroll down to Saturday, Oct 16

So. Andrew was here this weekend. We had a wonderful time together. Truly made some great memories. Laughed, played scrabble, church, ate a lot, watched some movies and tv...hung out (I feel like the dairy queen chick off of Waiting for guffman...lol...anyone feel me?) :)...Just had a good time. Man. anyway. I never know what to say. Sometimes words don't do justice at times in life.

but i do have a new song of the moment. it was in my head today, and i kept singing it, and it was getting annoying, even to me.

SONG OF THE MOMENT:

Shifting Sand
by: Aaron Tate

Sometimes I believe all the lies
So I can do the things I should despise
And everyday I am swayed
By whatever is on my mind

I hear it all depends on my faith
So I'm feeling precarious
The only problem I have with these mysteries
Is they're so mysterious

And like a consumer I've been thinking
If I could just get a bit more
More than my fifteen minutes of faith
Then I'd be secure

My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I stand on grace

I've begged you for some proof
For my Thomas eyes to see
A slithering staff, a leprous hand
And lions resting lazily

A glimpse of your back-side glory
And this soaked altar going ablaze
But you know I've seen so much
And I explained it away

Waters rose as my doubts reigned
My sand-castle faith it slipped away
Found myself standing on your grace
It'd been there all the time