So...a song just came on my playlist that I haven't heard in such a long time. More Than Anything by Hanson. And it makes me feel a little melancholy. I really love this song. I don't even care...I truly think this is a great song. And it makes me miss having my piano. :( Not that I played ALL THE TIME or was that great at it, but I really miss being able to sit down at the piano at 2 am or whenever (although the midddle of the night/late night piano times was my fave. time to play) and plunk around and just play whatever I wanted. I wish I could go sit down at my piano and play this song again. Oh well. Next time I'm back home I'll have to remember to play it.

*EDIT/ADD 8/27&*

Lets talk about paranoias & odd & unnatural fears...I'd like to hear about everyone's

some of mine:

My teeth falling out...sometimes I check to see if they're loose. If I bump a glass against my front teeth, I panic that I've either chipped half my tooth off or knocked it completely loose and its going to fall out of my head. I also dream about my teeth falling out, often.

I'm afraid of the dark. For example, when I get up in the middle of the night to use the restroom, I'll often sprint from the bathroom to my bedroom, back into bed, because I'm afraid something might "get me" in the hallway.

Electrical shock: sometimes we don't leave all our appliances, etc plugged in. If I go to plug in our toaster, for example, which sits no where close to water, I either check the prongs for moisture, or half-expect a shock wave to hit me when I plug it in.

Tire blow out: Sometimes when I'm driving, if something just doesn't feel right about the road texture, I'm afraid that something has punctured my tire and I begin getting a little panicy and I start rehersing what my plan of action should be if my car were to suddenly jerk into another lane.

*On the way home from work last night, I remembered this one...
Cars coming into my lane: The lanes here in MS are really really narrow. And everyone here is a bad driver. Everyone. I am CONSTANTLY scared to death that people are getting too close to my lane, and that they're crossing over the line, and that they're going to hit me. I am so freaked out about this all the time. Sometimes I sound my horn when I get scared. My passengers look at me like I've gone mad when I seemingly just randomly blow my horn. (This isn't just a MS thing, tho. I did it in KC too. Just not as often.)

thats all i can think of right now. i might add more later.

what are yours?

I made a fruit smoothie at my house this morning. And it tastes EXACTLY like the ones I used to pay 4 dollars for at the Juice Stop in kansas city.

I used a banana, some frozen strawberry, some frozen peach, a splash of OJ and a big ole scoop of nonfat frozen yogurt.

YUM!!!

such a tasty breakfast!