so last night i had a dream that i was getting married.

but not in the traditional sense of the theme.

it was like...a total spur of the moment thing. kind of. i guess it was something that was talked about, more of in a joking manner for a short amount of time. but then it was like we're really doing this, its not just a joke....

but....the day before, i went to pick out a wedding dress, or whatever, and i told the dressmaker they could make it however they wanted it, as long as it was this ivory color. lol. but then i remember being all concerned because then i wasn't wearing white on my wedding day. I remember beth ann being there

but the next day rolled around and when i got to wherever i was going to put on my wedding dress, and i realized i didn't bring my bodice-bra thing to go on under the dress. (which in real life, i don't even OWN, but its something brides really do wear under their dress). and someone, i think beth ann, was like "don't worry, your house is not far from here, we can get it to you in plenty of time." lol. and the dress ended up being kinda ugly. like on the top, it had this detailing that looked like a whole bunch of rope all knotted up or something. lol.

i remember seeing my aunt linda. everyone was running around, trying to call people and contact people to come to the ceremony. rediculous. and i remember thinking that debbie (the woman i work for) had NO idea and that i really wanted her to be there, so that i needed to call her. lol.

hm. lets see. what else. oh. i think...something about the vows. either we were trying to decide what exactly to say...or we needed to find a preacher...or...something. lol. and i think there were no rings.

anyway. the whole thing was totally hokie. lol. for real.

and i remember just being really excited because i was going to get to have some cake. lol. no lie.