in the past month or month and a half, i've had at least 3 dreams in which I cheat on Andrew. They all involved guys I don't know. And they all involved cheating "in different ways". Ie: all three dreams were completely different.

As soon as I realize what I've done (in the dream), I immediately go into panic mode, and think, "What in the world have I done?!" It all feels extremely real. And I am always flooded with great sorrow and anguish. Its terrible. TERRIBLE.

I had one of those three dreams last night. Woke up this morning feeling so sad.

Hate that crap.